( song lyrics by Christon Gray) It’s one in the morning And I’m trying to ignore it But this problem isn’t going away I’m tired of fighting And I’m tired of writing So hard to find the words to say I’m not afraid of the games that we’ll play Or afraid of us fading away With the ups and the downs we’ve been through I’m so afraid of the way I love you I can’t explain what I don’t know And I can’t explain what is gon’ be (ba-da-da-da) With all this pain I love you so As long as it ends with you and me Two in the morning I don’t know what I’m doing And this problem isn’t going away I’m tired of fighting And I’m tired of writing So hard to find the words to say I’m not afraid of the games that we’ll play I’m not afraid of us fading away I’m not afraid that you’ll always be true But I’m afraid of the way I love you But I don’t want to see you go And I don’t want to watch you leave (ba-da-da-da) I’m giving up on all my pride So I can give you all of me It’s three in the morning I’m trying to ignore The problem isn’t going away So I’ll keep on fighting And keep on writing ‘Till I find the words to say I’m not afraid of the games that we’ll play Or afraid of us fading away I’m not afraid that you’ll always be true But I’m afraid of the way I love you One thing better Than being afraid with you One thing better Than being afraid with you But the thing that’s better Than being afraid with you Is getting better…
Please listen to this song on YouTube ( Afraid) by Christon Gray
This has gotta be one of my favorite songs because it is so true…..If we are living our lives for Christ and Yes!! we love our husbands and our children but we also have to remember that they are not the reason for our existence and they are in our lives because of God..
I am reminded that the purpose of my marriage is not to heal my past wounds and not even to make me feel happy ( even though a happy marriage will bring about these things)That’s not what God created marriage for. The real purpose of marriage is to always bring glory to Him, and our marriages should be a symbol of Christ’s love. Ones marriage being paraded around in another’s life should always demonstrate the love they might want to exude one day for someone else and point other’s to Him. Marriage should mean two people loving each other to the best of their ability including God, and loving God even more. It should mean showing grace and forgiveness towards each other when there’s a mess up, because there will be some.
Yes, you can be your spouses best friend as well as each other’s biggest support system.
We can even root each other on, as we venture through life together but, we cannot save each other.only God can do that. The best part of this all is knowing that God is really, great at what He does, and He does it way better than our spouse could. We were all created to need Him and need Him more than anything else in life….Our spouses are a major bonus to what God had for us from the beginning of time but we also have to remember that they are not our deliverer or our healer. There is only one of those and His name is Jesus!!!
Love no matter what!!
Be Blessed….
Host Of Angels 